the morning sunlight soaks into my bedroom
and cloaks my loneliness well -
I had been dreaming of what it would mean
to have you here with me.
you see, I don’t believe in forevers,
and I don’t believe in lifetimes spent in love,
just endings and broken hearts -
but if you’d be okay with it,
we could love each other right now, until it all runs out
of our fingertips
and I cannot promise that it will always be this way.
I cannot promise that my skin will always gravitate towards yours
or that these miles will grow shorter throughout our lives (even if we want them to)
but I can promise that if I live one hundred more lifetimes,
I would want you in every single one.
I don’t know if that means anything to you,
but for someone always running away,
always wanting to be everywhere else, everyone else,
never wanting to be settled into this earth with another set of ribs -
this means everything.
live a life of uncertainty with me
move into the unknown
live a life with me
move into me
Before you get emotionally invested in me, just know that I’m fucking crazy and I’ll probably say some asshole-ish things and then cry when you get mad at me and I have emotional breakdowns all of the time.